I sit on the porch
for hours, watching clouds
and sun dip to touch
the peaks of houses
and give halos to everyone
that walks past.
But in a wicker chair
I don’t have a halo.
I am a casual observer.
Thinking about
but never wandering about,
I pretend to write
about the world and
that I matter.
But I am a speck.
I am not better than anyone.
How can I be—
I never move.
Detached from the blur
of existence, I am
barely better than nothing.
And that will never change.
Never, unless I stand,
push away from the wicker
and walk out into the fading sun
so I can have a halo
of my own.
JKolasch
Wow, the truth of this was really what I needed to hear today! I am trying to leave that comfortable, safe chair, and try to make myself something more than a zero. I am reaching for the light, even if a halo is still beyond my grasp. Thank you!
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